( he wishes he could have known them longer. wonders what they would think of the legacyβ their legacy he's attempting to create within gotham in his own way. would they be proud? would they be horrified? would they look to him the way alfred does at times? where would he be now if they hadn't been killed that night? things he's thought about a hundred times and more over the years, but never really seems to find an answer to. just as he never can with who their murderer was.
the tap to his hand gets him to slip out of those thoughts and he looks to diana again. soft. slow. one hand falling away from the cup to, instead, touch at the back of her own. voice gentle when he speaks. )
( within the silence held between them, the faint sound of rain begins to tap at the window there in the room and yet, bruce is unable to take that soft blue-eyed gaze off her, hand still gentle in the way it rests against her own.
after a moment, it slips awayβ he slips away in the sense of shifting back some on the bed and there's a sigh there on his lips as he tips his head back against the wall, staring off across the room despite the dark. )
This place it... twisted my parents up into... things. ( the grimace on his face when he says that. things. ) I couldn't stop them. I couldn't do anything to stop them and if Jason hadn't been there they would have...
( his gaze drifts from across the room to her face and he stares to her for a long moment before he drops it again. down to the sheets. focusing on... nothing. just barely the sound of the rain against the window. )
[ The rain taps mournfully at the window, the only other sound aside from their quiet voices, the soft shift of sheets. Diana shakes her head at him. ]
( he's unable to look at her as she says that β as she says it so genuinely, he feels. a slow lick of his lips, teeth drag over his bottom lip then and he sets the cup of water aside on the bedside table, shifting some as he does, as if to get out of bed. )
( he's about to slip out of bed, knee bent some pressed against the mattress beneath the sheets when she goes and says that and he looks to her. wary. )
[ The mattress dips as she gets to her feet and goes back around the bed to where she'd set the lasso on the table there. Wrapping a length of it around her hand, she looks at him, the light from the lasso gently illuminating her.
( he watches her as she moves β as she gingerly wraps the lasso around her hand. things like this... magical truth-telling lassos are not anything from his gotham β not anything he's encountered in any shape or form prior to finding himself here. it's still... strange to witness β to be around it as if it's commonplace and he wonders, if he ever ends up back in his gotham, if he'll come across all of this.
come across her, even. )
You don't have to comfort me. ( he says then, looking down some. ) Don't have to... reassure me.
[ She lets the lasso coil again on the table, steps towards him. ]
What I have to do. What I don't have to do. As though every moment I've spent with you, every word I've spoken to you, were not my choice to spend or speak as I will.
( maybe it's a testament to his lack of spending time around others β of his only ever really being on his own, save for alfred and the staff around the manor. of how there's no justice league, no robins or hoods that he's taken under his wing. how, much like here, for the most part, it's just him.
glancing over to her, he sighs with his eyes before he looks back across the room. )
Don't get your lasso tangled up in a knot, princess.
[ Impossible to describe how she feels to hear that title in his rough, quiet voice, the way she's heard it so many times before. The small shocks of recognition, the deep well of relief that opens up deep inside herself.
Somehow, it never sounds like a title, coming from his lips. She tips her chin up, watching him with laughing eyes, her words serene. ]
( sitting there on the bed, he doesn't let his gaze stray from her, not even when a low rumbling of thunder rolls through the sky above them. the rain picks up some β pats a little harder against the window, and bruce just sits there. looking to her. watching the way a fleeting flash of lightning illuminates her face β the curve of her shoulder within the darkness of the room. )
[ He watches her; she watches him right back. Thunder rumbling now outside, always chasing the flashes of Zeus's lightning as they crack through the clouds. The rain coming a little harder now. ]
You don't wish to be comforted, or appeased. What do you wish, Bruce?
[ She doesn't think he's lying; she doesn't think that's quite the truth. Stepping forward, she comes to sit on the edge of the bed at his side, looking over at him. ]
Well. It is the middle of the night. I suppose at the very least you might wish for more sleep.
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[ The catalyst for everything he is, everything he's done. ]
I wish I could have known them.
[ She taps gently at the hand holding the cup of water. ]
Please. For me.
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the tap to his hand gets him to slip out of those thoughts and he looks to diana again. soft. slow. one hand falling away from the cup to, instead, touch at the back of her own. voice gentle when he speaks. )
What else do you wish?
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For too many things, I think. More than the gods may be willing to give.
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after a moment, it slips awayβ he slips away in the sense of shifting back some on the bed and there's a sigh there on his lips as he tips his head back against the wall, staring off across the room despite the dark. )
This place it... twisted my parents up into... things. ( the grimace on his face when he says that. things. ) I couldn't stop them. I couldn't do anything to stop them and if Jason hadn't been there they would have...
( killed him. )
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I am sorry.
[ She means it, feels it to the very core of herself. Her own glance drops away from his face, down to where her hand now rests on the blanket. ]
The last time I saw my mother, she had been... misled. By a witch, Circe. To see her that way was... painful.
[ Looking back up at him, she shakes her head. ]
What you saw was not your parents. Your parents loved you. They were good people.
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Better than me.
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No.
[ Clear and certain in her gentle voice. ]
You're a good man, too.
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I don't know.
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Shall I retrieve the lasso and prove it to you?
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I don't know if I trust that.
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The lasso? Why not?
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( no one needs to see the sort of darkness that resides within him. )
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[ The mattress dips as she gets to her feet and goes back around the bed to where she'd set the lasso on the table there. Wrapping a length of it around her hand, she looks at him, the light from the lasso gently illuminating her.
As always, the truth is easy to speak. ]
You're a good man.
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come across her, even. )
You don't have to comfort me. ( he says then, looking down some. ) Don't have to... reassure me.
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[ She lets the lasso coil again on the table, steps towards him. ]
What I have to do. What I don't have to do. As though every moment I've spent with you, every word I've spoken to you, were not my choice to spend or speak as I will.
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glancing over to her, he sighs with his eyes before he looks back across the room. )
Don't get your lasso tangled up in a knot, princess.
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Somehow, it never sounds like a title, coming from his lips. She tips her chin up, watching him with laughing eyes, her words serene. ]
It never tangles.
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I wasn't being literal.
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Regardless. Kindly cease telling me what I do not have to do, Bruce. Assume I already know and choose to do it anyway.
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That go with everything?
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[ Stopping where she is, the rain pattering on the window filling the quiet in the room. ]
Everything.
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[ He watches her; she watches him right back. Thunder rumbling now outside, always chasing the flashes of Zeus's lightning as they crack through the clouds. The rain coming a little harder now. ]
You don't wish to be comforted, or appeased. What do you wish, Bruce?
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I don't know.
( it's said softly, much as the way he drops his gaze down, jaw tight. )
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[ She doesn't think he's lying; she doesn't think that's quite the truth. Stepping forward, she comes to sit on the edge of the bed at his side, looking over at him. ]
Well. It is the middle of the night. I suppose at the very least you might wish for more sleep.
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