( he doesn't know what to do here. what the right thing to say is. all he knows is that his son is brought into the world to be a weapon, first and foremost, and there had been nothing he could have done to prevent it, apparently. he didn't know, according to damian. he feels both responsible and irresponsible now. it doesn't matter whether or not he would have ever wanted a child. if he ever would have thought it possible in the life he's beginning to make for himself now. just the thought alone has him feel a plethora of things.
his gaze drops. thoughts still racing. eyes falling shut as a means to try and steel himself there in the moment. )
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his gaze drops. thoughts still racing. eyes falling shut as a means to try and steel himself there in the moment. )